Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Final Paper

"Incorporate" is a word that's used a lot in school. The idea of taking something and mixing it up with the rest, usually a fine idea on its own, but almost meaningless as long as diffusion is at play. It's clear that there is something wrong with the public k-12 school system, and it's clear that everybody knows; there's a constant campaign to add more money, retrain teachers, change the tests, maintain the arts, disperse the students and accommodate different types of learning. It can be frequently observed that teachers tell the class that they will do something new for one session, something that will incorporate a different way of learning, teaching, or thinking. Whatever it was may be interesting, but when mixed in with the rest of the curriculum without any of its own context it seems superfluous, and proves to have little advantage. The idea of simply adding novel ideas is as flawed as the existing system that nullifies any attempt to be changed, and if alternate methods are pressed much harder the school system will be more fragmented than improved. In the TED talk How schools kill creativity Sir Ken Robinson states that schools "came into being to meet the needs of  industrialization" and has undergone very little change since, especially compared to the world it is supposed to be preparing students for.

The path to overcoming the ineptitude and complacency of the school system starts with a fundamental reconstruction of what the purpose of school is and how it intends to reach that point. While the overtones presented by the film Chalk would suggest that motivation is a larger issue at play than the direction of the education received, through complete disinterest by all students even if they liked the subject, abundant evidence can be found for the sheer capacity for children to be excited about learning. It is at this point that a critical divide begins to form; the purpose of education is a difficult one to solidify. Is it the prepare students for the real world? Is it to form children into insightful adults? Is it to create thinkers and leaders, or learners and followers? John Taylor Gatto's Against School How public education cripples our kids, and why makes the claim that schools make students manageable, non-free-thinking followers "to deny students appreciable leadership skills, and to ensure docile and incomplete citizens". This effect is observable in some of the young adults produced, but whether or not this is the result of intent or a side effect of design is still up for debate. The solution involves the values of the culture. In many places the school system branches off into different paths at a fairly early stage, depending on the kind of education and jobs the the student will have. In America it's important to maintain the belief that anyone can be anything, since it's something that will probably always cling to the American dream and people would be frustrated without, so while it's easier to specialize branches of education it's important to maintain a single path as long as possible so not to separate the perceived workers from scholars. Within the single path of education every individual student needs to have the opportunity to become leaders or followers, learners, and functional adults, all while learning skills making them capable of performing in their desired jobs.

Such a wide array of requirements demands a school system that is flexible. A system where students can make decisions relevant to their goals while still taking certain mandatory classes. The concept of year grades keeping all students on a linear path also needs to be abolished, and instead students can leave whenever they like after meeting a minimum requirement and are not required to take more than the mandatory classes each year. It is important that students have these freedoms because a common problem in education is that some students learn very quickly while others may learn more slowly, or have personal reasons that don't allow them to devote as much time to school. A highly motivated student may move through the system quickly under a high load of classes while someone else may move more slowly. In the current system many inadequate students will continue to the next grade to take harder classes simply because the school doesn't want to put up with the hassle of holding them back. Another advantage of the dynamic, student lead system is that  One student may focus on one type of classes before needing to leave for a more specialized college beyond the public system, while another may decide that they need a job sooner than later and begin taking courses related to the field of a job they can start doing immediately, perhaps while still taking courses headed for a long term goal. Standards and requirements would include taking specific classes before being a certain age, which would be accomplished by the attendance of mandatory classes, making students suitable for entry level jobs. The same method would be used for the the completion of classes required before leaving the schooling system entirely, which would not be based strictly on age, giving students a large window to complete their public education, and they would leave as fully functional adults. Incorporating the standard array of classes at a young age is important to giving students a small experience of everything, while beyond that the mandatory classes only include everyday math and real world skills. The idea is that students will then have the freedom to take classes they want while still becoming real world ready, and because students are not required to spend as much time on subjects that are not interested it the same total number of classes will be taken throughout the system while producing more self-driven specialized students, competent at a basic level for entry level jobs, entry level jobs within a specific field, as well as prepared for higher level education in said chosen field, at no additional cost to the system. Additionally, each class can cater to the students demand and interest in the subject, since they would not be weighted down by uninterested students that for some reason must attend.

Finally, one of the greatest advantages of a fluid education is that the curriculum is dynamic. As previously mentioned, alternative methods of education do not settle well into the existing, established, and highly rigid system. In Ken Robinson's How to escape education's death valley he points out that all most most successful public education systems "individualize teaching and learning" and "recognize that it's students who are learning, and the system has to engage them, their curiosity, their individuality and their creativity". A dramatic rethinking of how we educate from the ground up, as he puts it, is a massive task, and will ultimately be different for every academic discipline. A more flexible and student driven system could be implemented relatively quickly with existing teaching methods and standardized tests with all the same previously mentioned benefits, but also be highly receptive to changes to how teaching is actually executed as those decisions are more slowly rolled out. The existing system is old and becoming irrelevant. It's designed like a production line, or a strip mine, and it's hard to change. If any progress is to be made, reorganization to be dynamic and receptive is a better step moving forward than simply adding or rethinking if there is nowhere to put the new ideas. Not everyone is the same, and not everyone should be taught the same, and following these propositions everyone would be able to make their own choices.

Works Cited

Gatto, John Taylor "Against School How public education cripples our kids, and why" Harper's MagazineHarper's Magazine, September 2003. Web. 1 December 2013.

Chalk. Dir. Mike Akel. Perf. Jeff Guerrero, Chris Mass. Virgil Films, 2007. DVD.

Robinson, Ken "How schools kill creativity" TED. TED Conferences, LLC, February 2006. Web. 4 December 2013.

Robinson, Ken "How to escape education's death valley" TED. TED Conferences, LLC, April 2013. Web. 5 December 2013.


Dead Poets Society notes

I'm so bad with names

kid goes to new school
head of school presenting the 4 pillars of excellence or something
his older brother went there, then to Yale
kid goes to dorm and meets other kids
his dad shows up and makes him quit his extracurricular thing, even though his grades are fine
dad wants him to be a doctor
shy kid in dorm says same thing, but with needing to be a lawyer instead of a writer
all the classes are lectures tons of math homework
Mr. Keating has them walk out of the classroom and think about things
Mr. Keating has them rip pages out of their books, says the thing on judging poetry is rubbish
"this is not the bible"
this one kid goes to a dinner party and falls in love with this girl who's dating someone else
the kids go and get a yearbook and look up Mr. Keating in it, see something about dead poets society
they ask Mr. Keating about it and he gives a romantic description of sitting in a cave reciting poetry
the kids decide to start it up again
he also has them stand on his desk to look at things in a different way
teachers start to hear about Mr. Keating's unusual methods, say that freethinkers at 17 isn't realistic
main character kid tries out for a midsummer nights dream
shy kid says he didn't do the homework to write the poem
Keating makes him go to the front and make one on the spot, he does a great job

And, so? Why is it important?

"And... so?"
And, so, otherwise I probably would have failed everything and dropped out. I don't know where I'd be right now or what I'd be doing, but I'm sure I'd rather be here. I still don't have a perfect work ethic, but the gratification of accomplishment and understanding the importance of hard work has pushed me through a few very challenging years, and with any luck will have a continued effect through the rest of my life. My dad (like probably every dad) would always say to be grateful for, or take advantage of what I have, and it took a really long time to sink in. For myself, I knew I was capable of success and I just discovered what it felt like by standing out. For the other people I found who were at the other end of academic success, not only did many of them not know what it was like to feel successful and proud of their work, some of them were so far behind that they couldn't realistically catch up in the time time meant to do it and probably wouldn't have the drive to reach it. It's just the sad effect of how the whole system works, I suppose.

works cited

Works Cited

Gatto, John Taylor "Against School How public education cripples our kids, and why" Harper's MagazineHarper's Magazine, September 2003. Web. 1 December 2013.

Chalk. Dir. Mike Akel. Perf. Jeff Guerrero, Chris Mass. Virgil Films, 2007. DVD.

Robinson, Ken "How schools kill creativity" TED. TED Conferences, LLC, February 2006. Web. 4 December 2013.

Robinson, Ken "How to escape education's death valley" TED. TED Conferences, LLC, April 2013. Web. 5 December 2013.

Welton vs Garfield

The schools of Stand and Deliver and Dead Poets Society. In the entry where I compared Escalante and Keating I said that their different teaching styles were liky the effect of wthe environment in which they teach.  They're both loved, they're both good teachers, but they both do the opposite of the norm for where they tech. Welton academy from stand and deliver is very elitist and uptight, it's led with an iron fist, and it's expected that everyone follow the rules constantly and to the letter. There's loads of work and it almost seems like the chool discourages unique thoughts. Garfield High School from Stand and Deliver is very poor, has uncaring students and is lead by a faculty that just wants to keep the students shuffling along until they can leave, having wasted all that time. While Keating breaks the busywork pattern of Welton and gets the students excited about the topic with all sorts of alternate teaching, Excalante gets his students motivated to succeed and do more hard work than the rest of the school bothers to do.

WS applies to #3

Well, it describes formatting, organizing, and ways  to go about conveying intent. It's stuff that's pretty useful, but my be especially useful as it applies to paper 3. Paper 3 is about what should be changed or added to the education system, so it'd be pretty useful to take good advic on how to get your point across, and in an organized and convincing manor.

Agree with most

The thig I probably agree with most is Freire's Banking Model of Education. While everything else we've ready has had reaction like "That's relatable, that is something that happens, these are good ideas" and so on, the banking model of education is essentially a collection of facts. Everything he says is exactly how it happens in schools, and the problem is obvious as soon as you start explaining what it is. The part thats a bit less fact and a bit more solution is still incredibly agreeable. His sugggestion that teachers should interact on the same level as students, using eachothers insights to explore information. I had an english teacher who taught this way and whenever we'd talk about literature he would be incredibly receptive to our ideas, which usually lead to tangents that generated a few thesis statements and some profound observations that's all way more productive and interesting than any canned responses or lesson plan.

Chalk Notes Part 2

Gym teacher and assistant principal have fight in the office. The says she shought it would be good to have a friend as assistant principal ut it's turing out that it isn't.
Someone is also taking the shitory teacher's food from the fridge.
The day of the anouncement for the teacher of the year award and the history teacher has a massive over the top speech. It's clear he spent way too much time and effort on this.

I'm not actually sure how I feel about this subplot because it's the least believable part of the whole thing. Chalk os a "mockumentary", which means it's a fake doccumentary, possibly with comedy or drama bits, but this throws from the theme the rest of it set. For most of the rest of the film everything was believable and realisticaly accurate to what it's like to teach in highschool. Reading Wikipedia aout it it even said than many teachers said it was very accurate. It's possible the history teacher got this award and this upset when he didn't get it, but in this film it throws my suspension of disbelief out the window.

Chalk Notes part 1

a school
trust falls
awkward history class
"I thought when I entered administration I would be taking things home" turns out it's more work
goals: against sarcasm, cleanliness and organization, lesson plans
lesson plans need more detail
fight outside, lots of yelling while breaking it up
"creative response" breaking stuff
students argue, they're uncontrollable
this history teacher is super awkward
kids take and hide chalk
"it's like teaching, right? you do your best but you're not gonna get all the kids"
The gym teacher likes the idea of having a friend in administration. Nothing good can come of this.
Gym teacher has disagreement with another over the lateness of a kid and the enforcement of rules
This could be important because the gym teacher has the friend in administration
The history teacher is very bad at controling the kids. He says to have one of them teach the cass for some reason and I guess it backfires so he just leaves.
The other history teacher is very intent on winning a thing for teacher of the year because he was nominated. He decided to make it a bi dal both for himself and for his students.

Ranked most important

by me
Bell Hooks - Critical Thinking
Keith Gilyard - Children, Arts, and Du Bois
Jerry Large - Gift of Grit, Curiosity Help Kids Succeed
Barry Boyce - A Real Education

by group
Jerry Large - Gift of Grit, Curiosity Help Kids Succeed
Bell Hooks - Critical Thinking
Keith Gilyard - Children, Arts, and Du Bois

I especially liked the one on critical thinking, especially after a Theory of Knowledge class I took, which was about about critical thinking and examining how we know things. I think critical thinking is a fundamental skill and should be at the core of education. It stabs right into the heart of Gatto's writing on the controlling effects of school and doesn't include any of the childhood limiting bits I don't agree with (more in detail in some other entry, can't remember which). The group thought that Gift of Grit was better, but it made my number three spot, so I'm fine with agreeing with that.

Whatever I like

So I've been going through all my have finished blog post drafts, tidying them up a bit and publishing them. I've been doing it for a while now and was getting pretty tired of it, but I remembered I have a post where I could write whatever I wanted, so here it is.

The Spy
Team Fortress 2 is a great game. I like it. There's a competitive scene where people take it more seriously, focus on one class (character with certain ability/weapon set), and play against others in highly skilled and coordinated games. My main class is the spy, who can temporarily go invisible and achieve an instant kill backstab from behind. In competitive my job it to focus on priority targets to create an advantage for my team that can be capitalized on, and I usually die as soon as I get my pick. Recently my team made it to one of the highest divisions. We played well and received medals. Even more recently, though, my team was forced to disband after a player left and we had trouble finding a replacement. The next season doesn't begin until late January, and I plan on playing backup for an even higher division. Until then I'll be taking a bit of a break for finals and the holidays. In general, competitive gaming is not taken too seriously or just isn't very well known. While traditional sports are impressive for the athleticism, competitive gaming is impressive for skills like communication and formulating plans quickly.

PS. Sorry  ll the posts are horribly out of order now. Since I'm doing this by order of drafts and not from the syllabus I don't really know the dates to put on them, but I've started naming them better, so that should help.

Stand and Deliver notes part 2

students take AP test
kid who's "too dumb" passes
18/18 students pass ap calculus test
Escalante is presented with a plaque
board thinks students cheated and decided none passed
representatives try to get students to confess but fail
Escalante receives anonymous letter of resignation
he goes to leave and his car is missing
"they've lost confidence in the system they're now qualified to a part of
"I could make twice as much working somewhere I'll be treated with respect"
"Respect? Those kids love you"
Escalante goes to argue about the board's decision, say they're racist
the students agree to retake the test
they have to study all of it in one day
"dumb" stops studying and leaves Escalante's place
 gets involved with an unnecessary subplot
students take cinematically stressful test, they'll all tired
that one girl from the restaurant leaves part way through
school gets computers
kids all pass
roll credits
true story

The ets scene:

I would just like to see the test
I understand what you're going through, but the problem is between the school and the ets
there were some unorthodox and illogical computations
averaged fewer than 4 wrong, while other schools are close to average 14
I would like to see the proof of wrongdoing
There is no proof of wrongdoing, just suspicion of cheating
If this was beverley hills high school they wouldn't have sent you two to investigate
There is something going on no one is talking about it, and you know what it is
nobody has the right to accuse me of racism
I'm going to call security
go for it
you didn't show me the test you didn't prove anything
If I catch you on the street I'll kick the shit out of you
In what ways did reading this website enrich, complicate and or confuse your understanding about Freire’s banking concept.

It didn't help much. It didn't even complicate, it just sort of confused. The site seemed to take a random direction. The site was "Why Paulo Freire's 'Pedagogy of the Oppressed' is just as relevant as ever", and it's mostly about the Arab Revolution. That's right, it starts with Pedagogy of the Oppressed and goes to the Arab Revolution. The connection it makes between them is that Freire said "education is freedom". At first I we were confused unsure of what to make of it, sure that the transition was abrupt and out of place. We were convinced to look again, which lead to momentary clarity, only to be replaced by confusion again.

Freire explains: “Revolution is born as a social entity within the oppressor society…Every entity develops (or is transformed within itself, through the interplay of its contradictions. External conditioners, while necessary, are effective only if they coincide with those potentialities”.

We're thinking the writer of this read a different section that what we did. the title Pedagogy of the Oppressed doesn't explicitly say anything about education in the same way the part we read was, and it's entirely possible that large parts of the book are education related tangents. In that way the site could make sense, but because we don't exactly know what part of the book he's referencing or any of the context about this revolution it doesn't exactly help us understand or expand on what we already know. By the end it's all about oppressors and humanity in ways that don't pertain to what we've read.

Final paper draft 2

"Incorporate" is a word that's used a lot in school. The idea of taking something and mixing it up with the rest, usually a fine idea on its own, but almost meaningless as long as diffusion is at play. It's clear that there is something wrong with the public k-12 school system, and it's clear that everybody knows; there's a constant campaign to add more money, retrain teachers, change the tests, maintain the arts, disperse the students and accommodate different types of learning. It can be frequently observed that teachers tell the class that they will do something new for one session, something that will incorporate a different way of learning, teaching, or thinking. Whatever it was may be interesting, but when mixed in with the rest of the curriculum without any of its own context it seems superfluous, and proves to have little advantage. The idea of simply adding novel ideas is as flawed as the existing system that nullifies any attempt to change it, and if alternate teaching is pressed much harder the school system will be more fragmented than improved. In the TED talk title [name] states "[the origin of modern education comes from industrialization, and the need to prepare workforce capable adults]" and has undergone very little change since, especially compared to the world it is supposed to be preparing for.

The path to overcoming the ineptitude and complacency of the school system starts with a fundamental reconstruction of what the purpose of school is and how it intends to reach that point. While the overtones presented by Chalk would suggest that motivation is a larger issue at play than the direction of the education received, abundant evidence can be found for sheer capacity for children to be excited about learningIt is at this point that a critical divide begins to form; the purpose of education is a difficult one to solidify. Is it the prepare students for the real world? Is it to form children into insightful adults? Is it to create thinkers and leaders, or learners and followers? The issue involves the values of the culture. In many places the school system branches off into different paths at a fairly early stage, depending on the kind of education and jobs the the student will have. In America it's important to maintain the belief that anyone can be anything, so while it's easier to specialize branches of education it's important to maintain a single path as long as possible so not to separate the perceived workers from scholars. Within the single path of education every individual student needs to have the opportunity to become leaders or followers, learners, and functional adults, all while learning skills making them capable of performing in their desired jobs.

Such a wide array of requirements demands a school system that is flexible. A system where students can make decisions relevant to their goals while still taking certain mandatory classes. The concept of year grades keeping all students on a linear path also needs to be abolished, and instead students can leave whenever they like after meeting a minimum requirement and are not required to take more than the mandatory classes each year. It is important that students have these freedoms because a common problem in education is that some students learn very quickly while others may learn more slowly, or have personal reasons that don't allow them to devote as much time to school. A highly motivated student may move through the system quickly under a high load of classes while someone else may move more slowly. One student may focus on one type of classes before needing to leave for a more specialized college beyond the public system, while another may decide that they need a job sooner than later and begin taking courses related to the field of a job they can start doing immediately, perhaps while still taking courses headed for a long term goal. Standards and requirements would include taking specific classes before being a certain age, which would be accomplished by the attendance of mandatory classes, making students suitable for entry level jobs. The same method would be used for the the completion of classes required before leaving the schooling system entirely, which would not be based on strictly on age, giving students a large window to complete their public education, and they would leave as fully functional adults. Incorporating the standard array of classes at a young age is important to giving students a small experience of everything, while beyond that the mandatory classes only include everyday math and real world skills. The idea is that students will then have the freedom to take classes they want while still becoming real world ready, and because students are not required to spend as much time on subjects that are not interesting the same total number of classes will be taken throughout the system while producing more self-driven specialized students, competent at a basic level for entry level jobs, entry level jobs within a specific field, as well as prepared for higher level education in said chosen field, at no additional cost to the system.

Malcolm X vs Mike Rose

The piece by Mike Rose seams like something I'd read in a novel. The descriptions of the characters and the environment was very detailed, and sometimes seemed slightly comical. It was interesting to read, but the downside would be that it didn't do a great job of getting to the point it was trying to make, and that you had to read through a lot of description to make little progress. By comparison, Malcolm X's Learning to Read was quite a bit easier to get through while maintaining detail, and was very interesting just through the simple and straightforward presentation. Between the two I prefer Learning to Read, but they both have their upsides. When I go about writing paper 1 I'll need to draw a bit of the descriptions like used in Mike Rose's bit, but for the most part I want to try to do it like Malcolm.

Escalante vs Keating

They're both good teachers. Not much of an argument there. They're incredibly different teachers, and are so most likely in response to the environment they teach in. Escalante adopted his position, since he was originally supposed to teach something with computers. This can be explained by either a dedication to teaching or by care for the students in the classroom he is assigned to. Keating doesn't have to deal with the same situation to have a similar example, but it's at least implied he has some interest in the students. He does give them that book, after all. Escalante breaks the students' trend of slacking and disinterest with hard work and potential reward, while Keating broke the trend of excessive hard work and bland thinking with unusual teaching methods despite criticism. They both teach despite criticism, actually. Again, they're both good teachers, just in different ways.

Living Google Free

Joshua J. Romero's How I Learned to Live Google free was probably my least favorite of the educational narratives. I don't think there's very much education in it other than the word in the title and getting a bit used to using different tools. He doesn't have to find the alternate tools, he knows they exist, and he doesn't even have to learn very much about them since most sites are pretty intuitive nowadays. I expected him to at least come to some sort of eye opening conclusion, but most of the whole thing just seemed like he was complaining about how one company has the monopoly on quality services. The conclusion is just a rehashing of the concerns that lead into the whole ordeal, with the only addition being something along the lines of "it's not impossible to quit Google for good, but it's so convenient".

Monday, December 9, 2013

how I go about writing things

I've had to do quite a bit of writing already. Just recently I finished about four thousands words of what was supposed to be the best piece of writing I'd done in my life. It was on the Cuban Missile Crisis. Normally for things like that I write out a very basic and blocky outline, and as I get a better sense of what the paper will become the outline becomes more and more detailed until I eventually go through the from start to finish replacing each point and note with corresponding sentences forming the paper. It's a pretty good way to make a fluid transition from planning to writing and it's very organized too. The only problem is that you need to know exactly what you're going to say to a very detailed extent, which isn't impossible for more formal these powered arguments about history or the likes, but for everything else it's either a bit drab or completely impossible. When it comes to the sort of writing I'd do in an English class I may start with a rough outline, but everything in between is a stream of consciousness. As long as I know what I lead to lead into it works out.

Saturday, December 7, 2013

man this is old
unpublished drafting for paper 1
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given you know:
    a. what you want to tell
    b. the features you must have
    c. the features of the models that most appear to you
you:
    i. brainstorm
    ii. decide what you will include
    iii. decide what you will focus on
    iv. think about what your greatest delight in telling the story will be
then begin drafting
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a. I will tell of my experience going to summer school and then going to west sound
b. I will focus on the contrast between the two
    I will focus on the types of people I saw at each
    I will focus on my own confusion about my own character and work ethic and integrity
c. I most liked the presentation of learning to read and being average, but while being average is more similar
    to my subject, I like the writing style of learning to read.

i. above
ii. also above
iii. again, above
iv. I'm not sure what kind of greatest delight I expect from this, and nothing comes to mind now. It's
    important how I fail to relate with any group specifically and have a hard time struggling to be inadequate,
    coming from a position where the slightest effort made someone exceptional. I guess it'll be fun to bash the
    public school system, but that's a bit of a guilty pleasure, and probably not something to find delight in.
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Drafting

outline:

general lack of effort
>no understanding of effort to reward
>seemingly hallow pressure to succeed
>teachers that don't entirely care
>resent success because mindless busywork does not reflect superiority
sent to summer school
>first experience with negative effect
>don't fit in at all
>find pride in being success with little effort
>realize I have become what I resented
>become self-confident regardless
go to west sound academy
>don't fit in again
>incredibly unusual and diverse personalities
>workload is seemingly unrealistic
>attempt to maintain success
>quickly realize my hardest effect is met with minimal to moderate success
>begin to be capable of working hard, adopt quirks of others, become close to few
>many leave over period of several years

what is high school for

I'm not sure, really. My dad always told me that you don't go to college to get a better job, but you go to college to learn how to learn, so I would assume that high school would then be the same thing with less independence and individuality. Learning to learn is a great skill to have in the real world, but if you assume that high school is meant to prepare people for the real world then there's immediately a massive gap where real world things would be taught, and it seems like it would make more sense to prepare students for the literal things they will encounter instead of hoping to make them somewhat capable of possibly figuring it out on their own when they're thrust into it. More likely, high school is meant to exist as an arbitrary filter. It surely didn't start that way, but I'd say that the left over design is perfect for certifying people as capable of endless, repetitive, uninteresting work, and perfect for most jobs. It's hard to get many jobs without completing high school.

Freire and Gatto

Freire and Gatto agree on the blandness of the classroom, and the static nature of education. Gatto presents more problems that solutions, and puts the issues on a larger scale of how they affect adulthood and how they fit people into society. Gatto doesn't specifically address the quality of the education in terms of real learning. Freire's more about the very low quality of education, and less about the overall purpose of education and where it leaves students at the end. It's hard to find much that the two agree on specifically because they address different aspects of the education system, and it happens that the basis of their criticisms overlap.

Agree with Gatto?

Reading Gatto's piece I first agreed with it wholeheartedly. Boredom is definitely something that affected every level of school I've been through, where only the occasional teacher or student managed to beat the odds and stay interested. Gatto also made me think about how school prepares us to be followers and to be safe and controllable citizens. This is understandable and believable, but could also only be a side effect of the incredibly systematic approach. Where I started to disagree with Gatto is when he said that the adults produced by the school system are not full adults. While they may not  have adequate real world skills, Gatto says that they are not complete in that they are still in many ways childish, and that they are subjected to and compliant with things that should insult complete adults. By presenting examples he only manages to produce points to be used against his argument. He is likely to hold himself to what he believes is a higher standard of maturity, and that situations he is upset about, such as the incident that occurred during his medical leave, are examples of how other immature adults are that way as a result of their education. He says it is unreasonable that one should be expected to pay for content to watch or use after paying for his television or computer, which only goes to show a lack of understanding for how the platform works. It's like buying a house and expecting your purchase to include a suite of furniture, even if the cost of the furniture was not included. He ends by bringing up David Farragut and Benjamin Franklin as examples of what can be done in childhood, and that the childhood of children should never be extended longer than absolutely necessary. Before I spend too long finding a better way to think about it I'll just say that I don't agree with his binary approach between childhood and adulthood, and his negativity regarding childhood.

dead heads

Thesis statement: while art museums might not appeal to dead heads, the EMP may be an exception, and an interesting place for them to visit.

They are into musical and personal harmony. Visiting the mp can add to their musical perspective.

Marijuana is legal in WA, so they can visit the museum stoned.

There is a large guitar structure unlike anything else, which may be interesting.

Thursday, December 5, 2013

Final paper rough draft

"Incorporate" is a word that's used a lot in school. The idea of taking something and mixing it up with the rest, usually a fine idea on its own, but almost meaningless as long as diffusion is at play. It's clear that there is something wrong with the public k-12 school system, and it's clear that everybody knows; there's a constant campaign to add more money, retrain teachers, change the tests, maintain the arts, disperse the students and accommodate different types of learning. It can be frequently observed that teachers say the class will do something new for one session, something that will incorporate a different way of learning, teaching, or thinking. Whatever it was may be interesting, but when mixed in with the rest of the curriculum without any of its own context it seems superfluous, and proves to have little advantage. The idea of simply adding novel ideas is as flawed as the existing system that nullifies any attempt to change it, and if alternate teaching is pressed much harder the school system will be more fragmented than improved. The path to overcoming the ineptitude and complacency of the school system starts with a fundamental reconstruction of what the purpose of school is and how it intends to reach that point.

It is at this point that a critical divide begins to form; the purpose of education is a difficult one to solidify. Is it the prepare students for the real world? Is it to form children into insightful adults? Is it to create thinkers and leaders, or learners and followers? The issue involves the values of the culture. In many places the school system branches off into different paths at a fairly early stage, depending on the kind of education and jobs the the student will have. In America it's important to maintain the belief that anyone can be anything, so while it's easier to specialize branches of education it's important to maintain a single path as long as possible so not to separate the perceived workers from scholars. Within the single path of education every individual student needs to have the opportunity to become leaders or followers, learners, and functional adults, all while learning skills making them capable of performing in their desired jobs.

Such a wide array of requirements demands a school system that is flexible. A system where students can make decisions relevant to their goals while still taking certain mandatory classes. The concept of year grades keeping all students on a linear path also needs to be abolished, and instead students can leave whenever they like after meeting a minimum requirement and are not required to take more than the mandatory classes each year. It is important that students have these freedoms because a common problem in education is that some students learn very quickly while others may learn more slowly, or have personal reasons that don't allow them to devote as much time to school. A highly motivated student may move through the system quickly under a high load of classes while someone else may move more slowly. One student may focus on one type of classes before needing to leave for a more specialized college beyond the public system, while another may decide that they need a job sooner than later and begin taking courses related to the field of a job they can start doing immediately, perhaps while still taking courses headed for a long term goal. Standards and requirements would include taking specific classes before being a certain age, which would be accomplished by the attendance of mandatory classes, making students suitable for entry level jobs. The same method would be used for the the completion of classes required before leaving the schooling system entirely, which would not be based on strictly on age, giving students a large window to complete their public education, and they would leave as fully functional adults. Incorporating the standard array of classes at a young age is important to giving students a small experience of everything, while beyond that the mandatory classes only include everyday math and real world skills. The idea is that students will then have the freedom to take classes they want while still becoming real world ready, and because students are not required to spend as much time on subjects that are not interesting the same total number of classes will be taken throughout the system while producing more self-driven specialized students, competent at a basic level for entry level jobs, entry level jobs within a specific field, as well as prepared for higher level education in said chosen field, at no additional cost to the system.

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

The following is not a blog post assignment, but something I started with for paper 2 before getting off track about half way through. I liked it anyway and it's been sitting around.

One of my all time favorite teachers is a man named Larry Kerr. He was a history teacher when I was in high school. Mr. Kerr started when I was in ninth grade, and we were his first class, and he left when we were in eleventh grade as his last. Before his short time at our school he had never been a teacher and had only recently become qualified to teach. He was one of the best teachers I've had, at least at teaching history, because despite being the only teacher in the school who only used lectures as a teaching method he managed to keep everyone thoroughly interested. Of course the circumstances that allowed him to keep us captivated aren't exactly the most replicable as it relied rather heavily on his personal experiences. When he'd talk of a battle he'd give us an explanation of what it was like to be in it, and it turned out he had. At one point he told us to take a section of a textbook with a grain of salt because it wasn't accurate; he knew because the person who made the decision outlined in the book told Mr. Kerr other otherwise, and we found a more modern book that explained what he was talking about. It shouldn't be expected of all teachers to go out and receive a BAFTA before teaching an intro to cinematography or anything similar, but at the same time it was a bit of real world experience, or more likely a bit of real care and interest mixed with the idea of depth and complexity that made such a dry and linear subject as history become quite engaging.

Thursday, November 21, 2013

Gatto, Friere, Rose, Black & Chalk

In Class Blog Post Sence of Chalk and how it relates

In Gatto's Against School he writes about boredom as a common condition, seen in all aspects of education. "anyone who has spent time in a teachers' lounge can vouch for the low energy, the whining, the dispirited attitudes". In Chalk there was a scene that took place in a teachers' lounge, where the teachers sat on an old couch and made petty complaints, while the new history teacher stated that his labeled food had again gone missing, to little response from the other teachers. Gatto points out that while the students blame the teachers and the content, the teachers blame the children for the boredom. In Lowrey's he wonders aloud why the children can't simply pay attention and what it takes to get through to them. He eventually resorts to jokes to keep the students entertained.

"The Banking Concept of Education" from Freire's Pedagogy of the Oppressed focuses on the idea that students are receptacles for information to be delivered by the teachers. One of the effects of the banking concept is that the teacher is responsible for presenting the spontaneous and and parallel nature of of the content in a way that is regulated and linear. The blind acceptance and blunt presentation of content by both the history teachers serves as an example of their acceptance of their roles as teachers in the banking concept, whether they realize it or not. Even as Lowrey attempts to incorporate jokes and Stroope makes the students work harder for his goal neither of them have changed the actual teaching method.

Mike Rose's Resolutions in Education, states "To stop making the standardized test score the gold-standard of student achievement and teacher effectiveness." In Chalk the history teacher wants to become teacher of the year. He pushes his students harder in order to get the best test scores. Even though he looses at the teacher debate and doesn't fulfill his dream of being teacher of the year, his students tell him "We did work extra hard over the year". Just because he did not win, does not show his teacher effectiveness and mean his students are not smart.

Comedian Lewis Black talks on "The Daily show" on the poor education system. He brings up the debate on charter schools, saying how they are more affective, but of course hard to get into. Chalk demonstrates how regular public schools expect everyone to do the same thing, and not having the students on there level. Even in a simple PE class the teacher says "Some of the students really are not physically fit, but they need to do the activity as well, so we do exercises that everyone can do" In a charter school, you could separate the athletically gifted students and give them a challenge while the students who are not physical fit can focus on a simpler getting into shape class. Chalk demonstrates how we "Dummy down" the system to fit the lowest kids needs.

Friday, November 15, 2013

Final Draft

It's a fairly simple and agreeable concept that education is always different, supported by the existence of countless variables; most importantly the teacher and the subject at hand. To more easily compare and contrast one the other would need to be controlled, and given that I plan on comparing two teachers I've had I've decided to pick teachers of a single subject. Art is the best suited because the demands are just vague enough to let the possibilities for achieving them be limitless. Educators have as much freedom as they may or may not choose to allow, and the students' results reflect that. I've heard it said that "the only way to do art wrong is not to do art", and that's exactly the approach that will be taken comparing and contrasting the methods and results of two art teachers I've had.

In eighth grade everyone had to take an art class taught be what might have been the only art teacher at the middle school. Her teaching methods were very straightforward, and her approach to individual topics was very textbook style. Every week we would turn in 5 sketches, intended to be done as homework for each night of school. During classes we would work on a project which would span two or three weeks. Each project was done class-wide and focused on something specific. Not only would it be in one media, but would have a specific theme or set of requirements. For example, portraits with paint, landscapes in charcoal or masks with clay. They're all classic middle school type art projects, and they were always graded by how well they met the certain requirements as well as the appreciation of the teacher. I remember a lot of people disliked the strict requirements of each of the projects, and I remember being upset that the teacher's personal judgment was the major contributor to the awarded grade. Once I was making a portrait with colored spots like Chuck Close and I remember being told to make it "less Homer Simpsony"The teacher herself was strict and harsh with grading and had a constant no-nonsense attitude, making her relatively disliked among the students.

So far the outlook is bleak, but does that make her an especially bad teacher? While at the time I would probably have thought so, along with a majority of the other students she taught, but there was a surprising amount of really good work that came out of that class. The style of focusing on such specifics is a method used successfully in a lot of higher level art classes as well and is especially good at teaching the technical skills required to do certain types of art, while restricting the freedom to do so. At that point you'd need to define art, and whether or not your definition is the purpose of the class before you could definitively say whether or not she's a good teacher.

Two years later, in tenth grade, I found myself in another art class, and I was shocked at how incredibly different it was from art classes I'd had in the past, specifically the one in eighth grade. It was essentially a free for all, where each month a theme was introduced to be met in our projects should we choose, and if we did choose to follow the theme it had no additional grading requirements and was instead a talking point. At the end of each month we would present our work, and with no set grading standard it was essentially a matter of presenting your intent, progress, any change of intent and the final result. The upside is the limitless bounds of what to do for each project, and the grading method was a filter for effort and originality. Everyone loved or at least tolerated the class, and while the teacher had little to do by means of prescribed instruction she was always available, and often busy, helping people to work with the media they chose. It did come with its downsides, though, including the teacher essentially being forced by her model to give good grades to clearly inferior work. When a student meets the expectations to produce original work or put forward a lot of effort they will score well when what they've created is, frankly, bad. Similarly if a student uses the same media over and over again they'll begin to pigeon-hole their own work because it's all they've become good at. The lack of guidance as an effort for original content also leads students to spend more time thinking about what they'll do instead of actually doing work. The result is a mix of fantastic, horrible, unique and repetitive work. For those that manage to best take advantage of this teaching style they have managed to create amazing portfolios and learning a lot about art, while others stagnate and make no progress while receiving just as good grades.

Both were basic classes, without any special intent other than general art, and they were different from each other in so many ways. While the middle school teacher was strict and formulaic the tenth grade teacher had no strict plan and allowed plenty of freedom. Most of the middle school students disliked the art class and teacher while most of the tenth grade students loved theirs. The middle school class had high quality output while the tenth grade class was mixed. There is no clear way to decide which is the better teacher without, again, outlining the intent. Instead this shows that teaching styles each have their own benefits and disadvantages, something that could have been expected from the start. Other conclusions may include that teachers do not have to be liked to be good. The idea of "knowing what's best" for someone comes to mind, while we've been otherwise lead to believe that good teachers are admired by their students. Another may be that while freedom in education for the sake of creativity and individuality is good and can lead to lack of structure, poor rewards systems and unequal learning.

Before I began writing I thought I would have a bias towards the teacher of the tenth grade class, especially considering her openness to talk about ideas and art, making her generally friendlier in addition to having a more enjoyable class, but upon revisiting the details for this comparison I became aware of the downsides. Ultimately the thesis that there is no way to do art wrong can be confirmed, depending on the chosen definition of art. Given that art was chosen as a subject to to study education methods of a whole it can be projected that there is no way to educate incorrectly either, but again depending on the chosen definition of education. With such an approach the public education system can be considered very successful, but given the criticisms a more important matter is to question the chosen definition of education and its real world intent.

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Because I did not remember the name of the middle school teacher (she doesn't work there anymore either) I decided it would be best to leave neither of the two named for the sake of not personifying one more than the other. Try not to let that affect how you think of think of the way they're presented, because I think I did a good job of explaining their personalities and interactions with students.

Thursday, November 7, 2013

Roughish Draft

Education is always different. This is a pretty simple concept that's supported by the existence of countless factors on learning, including the methods of the teachers, the learning style of the students and the subject being taught. Many subjects have very specific sets of requirements to be learned, like math, which is very formulaic in its demands and as a result is normally formulaic in its teaching. While some alternate methods may occasionally be used, at the end of the day, everyone has learned the same thing in essentially the same way. This may sound ideal from the point of view of an educator, and it's certainly ideal as far as learning math goes, but not the best to study for understanding the nature of education. Arts are the best suited to be studied for understanding the fundamentals of education, because the demands are just vague enough to let the possibilities for achieving them be limitless. Educators have as much freedom as they may or may not choose to allow, and the students' results reflect that. I've heard it said that "the only way to do art wrong is not to do art", and that's exactly the approach that will be taken comparing and contrasting the methods and results of two art teachers I've had.
In eighth grade everyone had to take an art class taught be what might have been the only art teacher at the middle school. Her teaching methods were very straightforward, and her approach to individual topics was very textbook style. Every week we would turn in 5 sketches, intended to be done as homework for each night of school. During classes we would work on a project which would span two or three weeks. Each project was done class-wide and focused on something specific. Not only would it be in one media, but would have a specific theme or set of requirements. For example, portraits with paint, landscapes in charcoal or masks with clay. They're all classic middle school type art projects, and they were always graded by how well they met the certain requirements as well as the appreciation of the teacher. I remember a lot of people disliked the strict requirements of each of the projects, and I remember being upset that the teacher's personal judgment was the major contributor to the awarded grade. The teacher herself was strict and harsh with grading and had a constant no-nonsense attitude, making her relatively disliked among the students.
So far the outlook is bleak, but does that make her an especially bad teacher? While at the time I would probably have thought so, along with a majority of the other students she taught, but there was a surprising amount of really good work that came out of that class. The style of focusing on such specifics is a method used successfully in a lot of higher level art classes as well and is especially good at teaching the technical skills required to do certain types of art, while restricting the freedom to do so. At that point you'd need to define art, and whether or not your definition is the purpose of the class before you could definitively say whether or not she's a good teacher.
Two years later, in tenth grade, I found myself in another art class, and I was shocked at how incredibly different it was from art classes I'd had in the past, specifically the one in eighth grade. It was essentially a free for all, where each month a theme was introduced to be met in our projects should we choose, and if we did choose to follow the theme it had no additional grading requirements and was instead a talking point. At the end of each month we would present our work, and with now set grading standard it was essentially a matter of presenting your intent, progress, any change of intent and the final result. The upside is the limitless bounds of what to do for each project, and the grading method was a filter for effort and originality. Everyone loved or at least tolerated the class, and while the teacher had little to do by means of prescribed instruction she was always available, and often bust, helping people to work with the media they chose. It did come with its downsides, though, including the teacher essentially being forced by her model to give good grades to clearly inferior work. When a student meets the expectations to produce original work or put forward a lot of effort they will score well when what they've created is, frankly, bad. Similarly if a student uses the same media over and over again they'll begin to pigeon-hole their own work because it's all they've become good at. The lack of guidance as an effort for original content also leads students to spend more time thinking about what they'll do instead of actually doing work. The result is a mix of fantastic, horrible, unique and repetitive work. For those that manage to best take advantage of this teaching style they have managed to create amazing portfolios and learning a lot about art, while others stagnate and make no progress while receiving just as good grades. However, like the first, the intent of the class must be brought into question before deciding the success of the teacher, since all students created art and all of them enjoyed it.

Wednesday, November 6, 2013

Is Escalante a good teacher?

Considering his objective, yes. His job was to teach them math and he decided to teach them through calculus. His unheard-of success makes him an extremely good teacher from a more literal point of view, but from a point of view slightly more empathetic to the students he was pretty harsh and his demands were almost unrealistic. His insults and the stress of his class sent two students crying, and I've seen people have breakdowns in math class, but for pretty petty reasons compared to the students in Stand and Deliver. It's the sort of situation where I think "He's great at teaching calculus, he's surprisingly good at keeping them going, but I wouldn't want him as a teacher". Which is funny because all the students seem to like him a lot, which I'm not sure I'd be able to do in the same position. I guess it could be said that a different teacher is best in each situation, and while I wouldn't want to be taught by him, and while I may think his demands are unreasonable compared to other teachers, for the students he taught he's perfect. Everything is situational, really.

TED talk notes

3 themes
people are creative
everyone has an interest in education
unpredictability of future
extraordinary capabilities of children
all children have talent and we squander them
education and creativity
creativity in education is as important as literacy
little girl in drawing lesson
only pays attention during drawing portion
"what are you drawing" "god" "but nobody knows what he looks like" "they will in a moment"
kids take at a chance
not afraid to be wrong
if you're not prepared to be wrong you won't create anything
educating people out of creative capacities
people are born artists and have trouble staying artists
telling an alien: "what's the purpose of education? what's the best output? Professors."
public education was created for industrialism
a lot of very bright people don't think they are because
academic inflation\
intelligence:
    diverse - all sorts of senses
    dynamic - interactive
    distinct -
if a man speaks his mind in a forest and no woman is around to hear him is he still wrong?
rethink fundamental basis of education

real time notes

all boys boarding preparatory school
new kid's awkward
other kid's dad tells makes him drop some extracurricular activity
Robin Williams shows up and reminds all the students they're gonna die
kid goes to dinner and meets girl
Robin Williams has students tear introduction out of poetry book, says it's shit
the powerful play goes on, you can contribute a verse, what will yours be?
other teacher doesn't like Robin Williams
dead poet society, hang out in a cave reading poetry
they do it
one kid doesn't want to go because he doesn't want to read or something
they keep doing it
one of them falls in love with this girl he met once and calls her, gets invited to party
a bunch of girls go into cave for a meeting
that one kid goes to the party, gets drunk, gets beet up
one of the kids in the dead poet society put something in the paper saying girls should be admitted at school
he did it in the same of the group
didn't go over so well
one kids father says he can't be in a play he didn't know about
the kid in love goes to the girls school, reads her a poem, pisses her off
she goes to his school to warn him about her boyfriend? who will beat him up
she agrees to go to play with him because he promised that if she didn't like him it'd be the end of it
kid shows up in play anyway, dad comes at end and sees him
dad goes home with son angrily
"you're going to military school, you're going to be a doctor"
son kills himself that night
I guess his name was Neil
"Tod" has breakdown, says Neil's father did it
Teacher reads a bit out of the Five Centuries of Verse book and cries
school does investigation of all students
one kid rats and says "you can't save keating but you can save yourselves"
the leader? kid gets expelled
administration says Neil's death is keating's fault
head of school comes to teach english
keating shows up for belongings
all students stand on desks in protest
"thank you boys. thank you"
roll credits

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Thesis Statement and First Paragraph

My first topic for the second paper was comparing a history teacher I had in ninth grade to one I had in eighth grade. The two were very different and had dramatically different effects on the classes they taught and the quality of the learning, but the further I got into fleshing out the rough draft the more trouble I faced keeping content flowing. Eventually I decided there wasn't enough of a basis for a proper compare and contrast paper and the rough draft was scrapped. The new subject involves the methods of two different art teachers I've had. The following is the introduction, along with a rock solid thesis statement I've decided on.

Education is always different. This is a pretty simple concept that's supported by the existence of countless factors on learning, including the methods of the teachers, the learning style of the students and the subject being taught. Many subjects have very specific sets of requirements to be learned, like math, which is very formulaic in its demands and as a result is normally formulaic in its teaching. While some alternate methods may occasionally be used, at the end of the day, everyone has learned the same thing in essentially the same way. This may sound ideal from the point of view of an educator, and it's certainly ideal as far as learning math goes, but not the best to study for understanding the nature of education. Arts are the best suited to be studied for understanding the fundamentals of education, because the demands are just vague enough to let the possibilities for achieving them be limitless. Educators have as much freedom as they may or may not choose to allow, and the students' results reflect that. I've heard it said that "the only way to do art wrong is not to do art", and that's exactly the approach that will be taken comparing and contrasting the methods and results of two art teachers I've had.

Thursday, October 24, 2013

Stand and Deliver notes part 1

Stand and Deliver

town is poor
school is poor
nobody cares about class
non english speaking kids move to front
kids kinda threaten teacher
fight outside school
school could lose accreditation
teacher says he could do more
one kid asks for more books so he doesn't get seem carrying them around
each student is shown at home working
students start to care about class
one kid refuses to do test and is sat at front of classroom until she does
one kids father makes her work in restaurant
teacher goes to restaurant and talks to father
kid comes back
decides he'll teach calculus
has kids get paper signed saying they'll show up early and stay late
one kid didn't get it signed "you only see the turn not the road ahead"
one girl gets tired of it and tries to leave
one kid says he's too dumb for calculus
Angel is told to leave because he showed up late, his grandmother is sick
Escalante started visiting a junior high
Angel brought his grandmother to Escalante's place on Christmas
Escalante was teaching adults for free at night
he has a heart attack, music teacher is substitite
Escalante is told he shouldn't do anything work related for a month but shows up anyway

What Makes a Good Teacher

Good teaching gives freedom. Students need to be able to approach tasks or provide solutions in their own way, so that they have the ability to pick a method that interests them, or one that is easier and more efficient. Either way they will have to think about their process and result themselves, committing it to learned memory. Teachers should be available to provide suggestions or support, or to clarify the requirements should a student become confused or on the wrong track, but by not enforcing a specific method the teachers are not causing the students to become best suited to repetition and memorization. Repetition and memorization is the source of disinterest and frustration. There are clearly times when it cannot be avoided, what I mean is that there should never be repetition for repetition sake, and there are often plenty of alternative ways to learn just about anything. Traditional ways are time efficient and easy to conduct, making them very popular. A good teacher is one willing to do something slightly unusual or more difficult for the sake of the teaching quality.

copypasta

Three scenes of good teaching (group)
Mr. Escalante shows examples of being a good / bad  teacher in the following scenes

SCENE 1- Bad Yet Good Teaching. (Andrew)
This scene took place on school grounds not in the classroom, the leader of the group was in a fight and not winning, Angel sees this fight and runs out to join and back his friend up. While on his way out to help his friend Jaime grabs him and holds him back with struggle coming from angel trying to break free. Jaime then proceeds to tell the students to go get help and grab another teacher. Escalante breaks the rules of the educational system by intervening in the fight going against teacher code, yet shows his good teaching by helping Angel not get involved in any trouble. You can really tell he wants the best from his students in this scene, basically showing and letting Angel know that he can do better than to stoop to that level.

SCENE 2-Word Problems, Good Teaching. (Annika)
This scene took place in the classroom, Jaime asks the class to read the board aloud getting students to participate. The word problem uses students names and how many girlfriends they have making fun of them for more student interactions. As soon as the class started reading aloud the principle and another teacher enter the room, Angel had followed in as well and the class as a whole says, "laaaaaatteeee, late" Escalante tells them to calm down and try to solve the problem on the board asking multiple people to step up and speak out, 99% of the students didn't answer it correctly until Ana walks in the door and explains what the words on the board were trying to say and answers the word problem correctly. As soon as she walked in Jaime smiled and said, "Glad to have you back" and then proceeds to tell the class how it's not that they're stupid, but they don't know how to learn it yet. This shows good teaching in that it gives students a new challenge with personal connection.

SCENE 3- Apple Scene. Good Teaching (Megan)
This scene took place in the classroom , the whole class was in their seats and they are making fun of Mr. Escalante having a chef apron and hat on. He holds up his butcher knife and an apple and slams it down on the cutting board getting the whole classes attention. He then walks around putting different slices and parts of the apples on each students desk and asked them what they had. Some answered with joking answers saying that they have a "core" and an "apple" and others answered with fractions, Ana answered with a percentage, trying to get the class to engage in what percent or fraction of the apple that they have. This is good teaching in that he actively participated in the class activity and got the class to participate as well, he really tries to get his students to engage and see that math really isn't that hard if you think about it, it just comes to you.

Tuesday, October 22, 2013

Final Draft

In middle school I didn't care very much, and as a result I didn't didn't do very well. It's hard enough to try to get yourself motivated to participate in a busywork contest orchestrated by a staff stripped of personality and effort, but it's worse when compounded with a massive disconnect between the cause and effect of success and failure. At that level of education the entrants to higher level classes are picked almost arbitrarily, and the school is more concerned about moving students along regardless if they fail. Before it starts to sound like I'm trying to justify my own failure I should clarify that these observations are retrospective, and that at the time I figured I was just lazy, but the issue affected almost everyone. My own and others' occasional doubts were lost to the staff actually telling us "middle school doesn't really matter", and we were consoled by the thought that one day we could flip a switch and succeed once it matters. This, of course, is much easier said than done.

At the time I had a fair number of friends, and we'd always sit at the same place during lunch and all that. They were the sort of people who were brilliant at one or two things and were known for it. They weren't idiot savants, though, because they were also just generally smart. A couple almost perfectly fit the nerd stereotype, and almost off of them were of the opinion that focusing on whatever their hobby was would be more beneficial in the long run than doing schoolwork. This actually proved true for one friend who focused on programming and ended up completing almost a dozen playable games and several calculator applications by the end of high school. He didn't have great grades, but he still went somewhere with a hefty scholarship. From what I've since heard a lot of those people ended up benefiting from their hobby to some degree. The important distinction is that I wasn't particularly good at anything, and I didn't have many hobbies. Unlike them there wasn't at least one class that could benefit from my own enjoyment of the subject, and unlike everyone else I hadn't managed to have enough sense to actually do any of the work despite how dull and repetitive it was. Even people who hated the work more than I did at least got some of it done. So at the end of eighth grade I was told I was going to summer school.

I hadn't thought about summer school since I was quite young, and the last I thought of it was similar to that of a daycare type service, but I knew that anyone going to summer school at my age has seriously messed up. I can't remember being surprised based on my grades, though. The first day was strange, to say the least.  The room was full of kids who seemed uncontrollable or willfully ignorant. While writing this I spent a while trying to think of the best way to put it, but's essentially how it was. The willfully ignorant simply refused to do work, and the uncontrollable either seemed to care less than I did, stacked with extroversion, or just had short attention spans and were loud. A group of young adults sat in the back watching us all day every day, and according to our teacher it was for their own instructional purposes as they were going to be teachers themselves. Worksheets is what we worked on mostly, and I remember thinking it was a joke at first, simply doing one worksheet after another on various subjects. Algebra, reading comprehension, brief random history texts. Sitting in a classroom with a mound of work you can't take home and being watched by almost 20 soon-to-be teachers is very unnerving, and a great incentive to try to work on some of it. Having at least attended constantly for the last couple years I knew the content, so the work itself wasn't hard. I remembered my math teacher telling me I was smart but lazy while I plowed through the pages and pages of work, thinking "Not so lazy now".

I think the most important single moment was looking up from the efficiency spree expecting to grab another few pages of something to work on and not seeing anything. Paging through everything I had already done and looking around to see if other people were working on something I hadn't received, and realizing that I finished more work in one sitting than as long as I could remember, and it wasn't even that difficult. The sense of accomplishment was great, and I almost wanted more work. I know if I had the option to do all the work at once for the whole class instead of finishing 2 hours early every day I would have, but instead each day I'd either revise my work until perfection or mess around on the only computer in the room.

This went on for several weeks. Every day I'd fly through the work, connect the dots in our reading, state definitions like a dictionary, understand the math and have an answer without writing anything down, and it all felt good. Not everything lasts forever, though, and eventually my position as star pupil came to an end. The work was never too hard in the first place, so overcoming difficulty wasn't the major accomplishment, but the fact that I had started and finished. Having experienced this was instrumental in overcoming my next major challenge, going to West Sound Academy. The school was an arts school converted to college preparation, and considering the work was already a grade ahead of public school level it was going to be very difficult. Once it started I was determined to maintain the feeling of success and accomplishment of completing work, but the workload and difficulty was so great and foreign it was quite a struggle. By the time I managed to catch up and succeed I had already left a trail of barely adequate grades, deeming me unacceptable for most colleges, but having experienced and desired success to the point of recovering a years worth of material in a stressful environment I knew I was ready for whatever was next. It's funny how something designed to catch up the uninterested students to keep them progressing in grade levels taught me work ethic.

Sunday, October 13, 2013

In middle school I didn't care very much, and as a result I didn't didn't do very well. It's hard enough to try to get yourself motivated to participate in a busywork contest orchestrated by a staff stripped of personality and effort, but it's worse when compounded with a massive disconnect between the cause and effect of success and failure. At that level of education the entrants to higher level classes are picked almost arbitrarily, and the school is more concerned about moving students along regardless if they fail. Before it starts to sound like I'm trying to justify my own failure I should clarify that these observations are retrospective, and that at the time I figured I was just lazy, but the issue affected almost everyone. My own and others' occasional doubts were lost to the staff actually telling us "middle school doesn't really matter", and we were consoled by the thought that one day we could flip a switch and succeed once it matters. This, of course, is much easier said than done.

At the time I had a fair number of friends, and we'd always sit at the same place during lunch and all that. They were the sort of people who were brilliant at one or two things and were known for it. They weren't idiot savants, though, because they were also just generally smart. Almost off of them were of the opinion that focusing on whatever their hobby was would be more beneficial in the long run than doing schoolwork. This actually proved true for one friend who focused on programming and ended up completing almost a dozen playable games and several calculator applications by the end of high school. He didn't have great grades, but he still went somewhere with a hefty scholarship. From what I've since heard a lot of those people ended up benefiting from their hobby to some degree. The important distinction is that I wasn't particularly good at anything, and I didn't have many hobbies. Unlike them there wasn't at least one class that could benefit from my own enjoyment of the subject, and unlike everyone else I hadn't managed to have enough sense to actually do any of the work despite how dull and repetitive it was. Even people who hated the work more than I did at least got some of it done. So at the end of eighth grade I was told I was going to summer school.

The first day was strange, to say the least.  The room was full of kids who seemed uncontrollable or willfully ignorant. While writing this I spent a while trying to think of the best way to put it, but's essentially how it was. The willfully ignorant simply refused to do work, and the uncontrollable either seemed to care less than I did, stacked with extroversion, or just had short attention spans and were loud. A group of young adults sat in the back watching us all day every day, and according to our teacher it was for their own instructional purposes as they were going to be teachers themselves. Worksheets is what we worked on mostly, and I remember thinking it was a joke at first, simply doing one worksheet after another on various subjects. Algebra, reading comprehension, brief random history texts. Sitting in a classroom with a mound of work you can't take home and being watched by almost 20 soon-to-be teachers is very unnerving, and a great incentive to try to work on some of it. Having at least attended constantly for the last couple years I knew the content, so the work itself wasn't hard. I remembered my math teacher telling me I was smart but lazy while I plowed through the pages and pages of work, thinking "Not so lazy now". I think the most important single moment was looking up from the efficiency spree expecting to grab another few pages of something to work on and not seeing anything. Paging through everything I had already done and looking around to see if other people were working on something I hadn't received, and realizing that I finished more work in one sitting than as long as I could remember, and it wasn't even that difficult. The sense of accomplishment was great, and I almost wanted more work. I know if I had the option to do all the work at once for the whole class instead of finishing 2 hours early every day I would have, but instead each day I'd either revise my work until perfection or mess around on the only computer in the room.

Monday, October 7, 2013

The most important thing I ever learned... I have no idea. It's hard to think about your entire life and everything you've ever learned and pick one thing to be most important. Realistically it's probably something like "the world doesn't revolve around me" or "other people are real people too" or something else most people learn as toddlers in today's society. If I had to choose something that's both moderately important, and that I can write some sort of experience about, it's probably got something to do with making friends. Nothing specific, like how or why to do it, but just that the whole activity is generally a good thing.

There are so many ways people make connections with other people, like clinging to specific people and finding additions by chance, being excessively outgoing and forming hundreds of half-baked interactions, or even just being quiet and alone and coming across other quiet and alone people. However it happens, friends are important things to make and keep. As some famous ancient philosopher whose name I don't remember once said, "To live alone one must be a beast or a god", and considering how few people actually happily solo life it must be true.

Thursday, October 3, 2013

Mike Rose's "I Just Want to be Average" And Malcolm X's "Learning to Read" are surprisingly similar. In both, they were put in institutions where the occupants were looked down upon, or considered to be inferior. Where they begin to differ is that Mike Rose was a capable student put in an environment where students and teachers showed little care, and Malcolm entered prison as an equal to the other inmates in an environment where the faculty attempts by inmates to learn. Returning to how thy're similar, both found strong interest in a certain activity, learning for one and reading for the other, and eventually moved on to continue exploration of their interests. I think I'll probably use a style of writing similar to theirs in the first paper, since I'm beginning to strongly consider a learning story that follows a similar course.

Friday, September 27, 2013

Perhaps once or twice before I've been asked to write about a learning experience. I remember being frustrated, along with everyone else, about finding a topic. Being less than 18 years old when given such an assignment doesn't allow for a lot of opportunities for profound experiences, which felt like part of the requirement, and most of us ended up barely drawing cliché life lessons from mundane or half interesting events.

In contrast, what I especially like about these blog posts is how they seem to simply tell of a topic with what feels like a lack of excess formality or search for meaning. Even including the one about living without Google, the two feel everyday and somewhat relatable, but without losing interest.

While the topics have inherent value, exposing them isn't the explicit intent, and reading them without the blunt and formulaic presentation of choreographed paragraphs makes them a lot more enjoyable. While this might not be a conscious decision, since they are just blog posts, I want to try to emulate that in the first paper.

Finding a decent topic might still be an issue, though. One of these is a development of an interest, and the other is a challenge with all sorts of cynical strings attached, while both are things that occurred over long periods of time. Like most people I've learned plenty of things in many different time frames, and while I want to keep away from the issue first mentioned I still need to find something remotely worthwhile to write about.